Letter to the Ex (Part 6)

I’m glad that we’re back on talking terms. I simply want us to be friends again. You were always someone I could talk to, someone I felt comfortable sharing my deepest thoughts with and trust you to keep them safe. I’m glad to have that back.

The conversations we have now, I’ve come to cherish each and every one. You still know how to make me smile, how to make me laugh and how to make my sorrows go away. I love that I can still do the same for you.

I know people say it’s hard/foolish to be friends with your ex, but I want to prove them wrong. I know it’s a bit complicated at times, especially when we both seem to forget that we’re JUST FRIENDS, but I think that’s inevitable because underneath it all, it’s obvious that we still have feelings for each other.

I like where we are right now and I hope it stays that way…… but, who knows what the future holds?

Letter to a Friend: The End.

I think its best we end our friendship, I can't believe after everything, I'm saying that now. I'm tired, really and truly tired, you've done a lot of things and I've forgiven you, thinking you'd learn, thinking you'd change but it doesn't seem like that's something you can do. You're just being YOU and it would be wrong for me to want you to change for me, so I think its best I just step away. I can't have a friend who keeps things from me, I can't have a friend who continuously lies to me, I can't have a friend who betrays me and hides it, then laughs and smile with me, I CAN'T. After everything we've been through, I can't believe you still continue to make the same mistakes over and over.  
I remember the 1st time you told me a lie and made me feel guilty for not 'trusting' you, things came to light and the truth came out, I forgave you and we said no more surprises. What happened to that promise? The second time, you went to someone with something that had you trusted me, you would have never done. I forgave you for that, we moved on. The third time you hurt me, you once again asked for forgiveness and we said no more surprises and you said "I know I've said this before, but I mean it this time, it won't happen again and I mean it this time", I once again forgave you. (Do I forgive too easily? Yeah, I think so) Why didn't you use that opportunity to come clean about everything? How many times am I going to say, JUST BE HONEST WITH ME, JUST BE OPEN WITH ME AND DON’T KEEP THINGS FROM ME? Well, I'm tired of saying it, this is the last time I'm saying it.
YOU did it this time; YOU ended our friendship. As I said before, I can’t have a friend who I can’t trust and you’ve given me more than enough reasons to not trust you, but I always seem to forgive you. This time, you went too far and to be honest… I don't even hate you. You simply have a lot of growing up to do, I hope you do. I’m not going to even tell you what you did, you should know, I’m just watching to see if you’ll learn and come clean on your own account, until then, I have nothing to say to you.

Letter to the Ex (Part 1)

I want YOU to miss me.
I want YOU to just miss me n text me to say hi.
I want YOU to miss me and call ME to hear MY voice.
I want YOU to miss me and say ' hey, can I see u today? '
I want YOU to miss me and ask me to spare a minute for YOU.
I want YOU to miss me and make a random stop at MY house, just to see MY face.
I want YOU to miss something! Anything ?
Although we haven't been on good terms, I've been waiting  soooo long for YOU to do any one of those things, but never have you. I'm not looking for an "I Love you" ... But hearing YOU say "I miss you" would mean so much more.